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Tomorrow is my court date. I’d like to tell you I’m confident that I will succeed. I would like to tell you that I have a solid legal defense. I’d like to tell you that because I am innocent, therefore I will be found not guilty, or my charges will be dismissed, etc. because that is the right thing. I’d like that.

Unfortunately, that’s not how life really is. People get wrongfully arrested and charged all the time. I’m not the first, and this isn’t the first time I’ve been arrested for something I am innocent of.

Why me? Why does the government see fit to fuck with me? Am I an easy target because I can’t afford decent legal representation? I know I’m not dumb, so it can’t be that. I do or say dumb things from time to time, but so does everyone else.

Why was I arrested for this? Were cops that night just THAT damned bored? Why didn’t the guy with the loaded shotgun next to him get charged with that? Why was I charged with some technicality bullshit when they had no other reason to hold me? What crime had I committed? What did I do that I have to repay society for? I think society owes me, if anything.

So now I lose more money. More extortion from the state. So many things that we have to pay for. I have to pay for a public defender. Aren’t those supposed to be free? You know, because people can’t afford an attorney?

The government is whacked out. If you want to own a car, you have to have insurance. Insurance is the one thing we buy that we’re afraid to use because our rates go up. It’s nothing but a form of gambling, and the government extorts us by saying we HAVE to have it. To get insurance you need registration. To get registration, you need insurance. To simply own a car and not drive it, but have it just parked on YOUR property, you have to have both. Why? What sense does it make to pay registration and insurance on something that doesn’t get driven? If you don’t pay, they take the car and then charge you more money for them taking it. What kind of bent world are we living in?

I’ve moved my other car around so many times I sometimes forget where it is. Every time I move it to another city and then that city threatens to tow it out of my friends driveway. Seriously, what the FUCK? It’s not hurting anyone. It’s a 2005 for fucks sake, it’s not an eyesore. It’s not wrecked. Who is complaining about this car? Well, plenty of people have.

Fuck YOU, America.

And now I hope and I pray, afraid for my way of life, afraid of going to jail, for doing nothing wrong at all. And all the while, while the state invests taxpayer money, my money, YOUR money, into prosecuting me, they do nothing to stop the serial killers like the one that took the life of my mother when I was only 4 years old. I bet even back then they couldn’t wait for the day when they could arrest me for whatever they wanted.

Back in 1999 I was arrested by Holly Hill P.D. more times than I can count. The charges? Loitering and prowling. What was I really doing? Walking down the street, en route to a friends house. Apparently being out after dark is an arrestable offense in Florida. Not once did a charge stick to me. Every time, dismissed. Well the state seems to want to pursue this one, despite so many things they did wrong. They falsified information, tampered with evidence, and flat out lied to make their case. And apparently, I’m the criminal. Right. Sure. Whatever you say.

Not like I really expect better with politicians of today. They just keep getting worse every year. We’re long past due for something new. Bush has to go, and he needed to go 8 years ago. We need to pull our troops out of Iraq and back home. What the hell are we even doing there now? We got Saddam, right? WTF? A thousand internets to the person who can convince me that there is a good reason we are there that justifies the spending of the money and lives, and that is benefits America in any way.

Sometimes the only thing that keeps me from just killing myself (other than my girlfriend of course) is my fear of what will happen after doing so. Heaven? Hell? Nothingness? Reincarnation? Maybe I should be a cat in my next life so I can not give a shit about anyone or anything and still get everything I want. Because we all know cats don’t care about anything. Especially not you. You’re the food source, catnip source, and sometimes the source of petting. Don’t kid yourself if you think you’re more than that.

I spent most of the night taking out my aggression on stupid Horde assholes with my rogue, completely destroying them on the battlefield because it makes me feel better to kill them. Soon I will become more powerful than they can handle. That will be the day.

But of course this rests directly on what happens Tuesday. Once again fucking up my entire sleep schedule to defend myself for something that never happened. Rest assured, if I am somehow convicted of this, the moment I have even a little bit of freedom to do so legally, I am out of this fucking country for good, renouncing my citizenship, and taking all those I care about with me.

How can America expect support when they’re such douchebags? And this is coming from an American.

Go figure.

On second thought…

Go fuck yourself.