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Holy Shit Apoc Blogs Again!
Oct 7th
So yeah, for a while I thought I would be doing away with my hosting on this server, but times have changed. Now I’m using it for business purposes too, so the expenses of keeping it up are covered. Yay for me!
So anyways, I’m back with a new design, and new posts, with a new attitude. I’m going to do my best to actually get in the habit of using this shit again.
Well, today we’re shooting a commercial for Aegis Digital Solutions, so we’ll see how that goes.
Roflcopters
Dec 2nd
So apparently there is a wordpress app for the iPod touch and iPhone now. The cool thing is that I am writing this blog from my mp3 player at work over a hacked wifi connection. How cool is that? Pretty damn cool. I am not gonna write much here now because it’s a bitch to type on this tiny keyboard, but I intend on posting smaller, more frequent blogs with this thing.
Patch Day
May 13th
So yeah, I’m basically bored right now, just waiting until I can go pick up Ashley from school, but I’ve still got a few hours of waiting before I can do that. I can’t even play WoW to pass the time for now because it’s Tuesday, it’s patch day (patch 2.4.2) and the servers are offline until… well, until time for me to leave.
I got home from work yesterday at around 9am, slept until about 8pm, played WoW until about 1:30am and then fell asleep again until about 8:30am this morning, and I’ve been up ever since then. I went to eat breakfast and McDonalds, and somehow, it was fucking delicious! It was the greasiest bacon egg and cheese biscuit and hash browns I have ever had, but DAMN did it taste good! Mostly I was just thirsty since when I did wake up it was so fucking hot in my room I was drenched in sweat and had a dry mouth from dehydration due to the heat. It’s summer, and for some reason my grandmother sees fit to turn on the fucking HEAT every morning noon and night. She must be getting senile.
Not a whole lot to blog about really. I added some humorous images to the sidebar on the blog, some of which actually link to respective pages. I also took the liberty of adding some to Ashley’s blog, and I’m sure she’ll like my choices for her 
Mostly, I’ve just been working and passing the time by playing WoW. I don’t quite work full time any more, so I have to spend most of my time at home to save money, especially since gas is getting so expensive. I just can’t afford to really go anywhere.
On the plus side I finally feel like I’m getting ridiculously overpowered in game, and my arena records are starting to speak for themselves. Of course that’s only going to lead to me being even more powerful, and so on.
So we’ve got wildfires burning in Daytona again. I wonder if we’ll have a repeat of the fires from back in ’98 or not. Looks like everything is just catching on fire now. It’s kind of getting to the point where we REALLY need rain now. I barely remember what it’s like to have a torrential downpour. And this is Florida, for fucks sake. This is getting kind of retarded. And it’s SO HOT. This is only amplified by the fact my car has no air conditioning. Yet another thing for me to try to save up money for.
Well, that’s pretty much it for now. I’m gonna go stumble around the net for a bit and see if I can find something to eat up my time until I get to leave.
ZOMG I BLOGGED!
May 2nd
Yeah so I’m bored at work with an internet signal too crappy to play WoW, but good enough to browse and blog, so I’ve decided to take the time to update this damn thing and let people know what’s new with me, if anyone cares.
I guess the most pressing news would be that regarding my court case that I’ve been ranting about nonstop. I actually WON. That’s right, America, fuck you, Apoc wins again. Now I just need to decide if I am going to sue the state or not for my pain and suffering and lost wages, along with a defamation of character, if you will. I managed to finally get the police department to give me my gun back. Now it’s time to upgrade my license “status” and get a smaller, more easily concealed piece… but I digress.
Do to somebody somewhere complaining about me at my job, I’ve been pulled off that post. I don’t know who said what and I really don’t give a rats ass because it doesn’t matter anyway. It’s always just a matter of time before some random person wherever I am decides for whatever reason they don’t like me, and decides to make something up off the top of their head to get me fired. There’s just one problem people, I don’t GET FIRED! They just move me, usually somewhere even more to my liking, with a better schedule.
Right now I’m stuck in the Windsor Apartments, for those of you who don’t know what that is, it’s a government housing authority project over on the river where people who need medical care and can’t afford to pay rent for whatever reason get to live. I’m the guy that sits in the security office and ignores everyone, occasionally stepping out for a smoke or calling the cops if I see something on the cameras that I don’t care for. It’s even easier than my last post, and my only complaint is that I simply get too crappy of a signal on my clearwire modem to play WoW, but it seems just fine for surfing the net and such, so since I am only here for one night, I’ll just deal with it. I’m probably just going to end up watching movies or something to pass the time. It is pretty hot in here though, and from what I can tell, there’s no way to turn the air conditioning any cooler, so I guess I just have to make do.
On another note, big changes elsewhere with other people in my life. Stevo is back in town, this time for good, Ashley is going to her senior prom this weekend, and I don’t get to take her, which makes me sad but I hope she has a good time anyway (while behaving in a manner that wouldn’t upset me!). I don’t get to see her much now because she’s so busy and gas is so damn expensive I can’t really afford to go out to Deltona that much anymore.
Well, I guess this is where I will end this post. I might get bored and write more later if my internet signal allows it.
Fuck…
Mar 31st
Tomorrow is my court date. I’d like to tell you I’m confident that I will succeed. I would like to tell you that I have a solid legal defense. I’d like to tell you that because I am innocent, therefore I will be found not guilty, or my charges will be dismissed, etc. because that is the right thing. I’d like that.
Unfortunately, that’s not how life really is. People get wrongfully arrested and charged all the time. I’m not the first, and this isn’t the first time I’ve been arrested for something I am innocent of.
Why me? Why does the government see fit to fuck with me? Am I an easy target because I can’t afford decent legal representation? I know I’m not dumb, so it can’t be that. I do or say dumb things from time to time, but so does everyone else.
Why was I arrested for this? Were cops that night just THAT damned bored? Why didn’t the guy with the loaded shotgun next to him get charged with that? Why was I charged with some technicality bullshit when they had no other reason to hold me? What crime had I committed? What did I do that I have to repay society for? I think society owes me, if anything.
So now I lose more money. More extortion from the state. So many things that we have to pay for. I have to pay for a public defender. Aren’t those supposed to be free? You know, because people can’t afford an attorney?
The government is whacked out. If you want to own a car, you have to have insurance. Insurance is the one thing we buy that we’re afraid to use because our rates go up. It’s nothing but a form of gambling, and the government extorts us by saying we HAVE to have it. To get insurance you need registration. To get registration, you need insurance. To simply own a car and not drive it, but have it just parked on YOUR property, you have to have both. Why? What sense does it make to pay registration and insurance on something that doesn’t get driven? If you don’t pay, they take the car and then charge you more money for them taking it. What kind of bent world are we living in?
I’ve moved my other car around so many times I sometimes forget where it is. Every time I move it to another city and then that city threatens to tow it out of my friends driveway. Seriously, what the FUCK? It’s not hurting anyone. It’s a 2005 for fucks sake, it’s not an eyesore. It’s not wrecked. Who is complaining about this car? Well, plenty of people have.
Fuck YOU, America.
And now I hope and I pray, afraid for my way of life, afraid of going to jail, for doing nothing wrong at all. And all the while, while the state invests taxpayer money, my money, YOUR money, into prosecuting me, they do nothing to stop the serial killers like the one that took the life of my mother when I was only 4 years old. I bet even back then they couldn’t wait for the day when they could arrest me for whatever they wanted.
Back in 1999 I was arrested by Holly Hill P.D. more times than I can count. The charges? Loitering and prowling. What was I really doing? Walking down the street, en route to a friends house. Apparently being out after dark is an arrestable offense in Florida. Not once did a charge stick to me. Every time, dismissed. Well the state seems to want to pursue this one, despite so many things they did wrong. They falsified information, tampered with evidence, and flat out lied to make their case. And apparently, I’m the criminal. Right. Sure. Whatever you say.
Not like I really expect better with politicians of today. They just keep getting worse every year. We’re long past due for something new. Bush has to go, and he needed to go 8 years ago. We need to pull our troops out of Iraq and back home. What the hell are we even doing there now? We got Saddam, right? WTF? A thousand internets to the person who can convince me that there is a good reason we are there that justifies the spending of the money and lives, and that is benefits America in any way.
Sometimes the only thing that keeps me from just killing myself (other than my girlfriend of course) is my fear of what will happen after doing so. Heaven? Hell? Nothingness? Reincarnation? Maybe I should be a cat in my next life so I can not give a shit about anyone or anything and still get everything I want. Because we all know cats don’t care about anything. Especially not you. You’re the food source, catnip source, and sometimes the source of petting. Don’t kid yourself if you think you’re more than that.
I spent most of the night taking out my aggression on stupid Horde assholes with my rogue, completely destroying them on the battlefield because it makes me feel better to kill them. Soon I will become more powerful than they can handle. That will be the day.
But of course this rests directly on what happens Tuesday. Once again fucking up my entire sleep schedule to defend myself for something that never happened. Rest assured, if I am somehow convicted of this, the moment I have even a little bit of freedom to do so legally, I am out of this fucking country for good, renouncing my citizenship, and taking all those I care about with me.
How can America expect support when they’re such douchebags? And this is coming from an American.
Go figure.
On second thought…
Go fuck yourself.
